So Certain – Jordan~Jay (Produced by J-Pham & Jay)

 

==Chorus==

See My Pleasure And Pain, That’s What Keeps Me Going

Why Do We Surround Ourselves With Protection, If Death Is So Certain

It’s To The Point Where My Dreams Are A Reflection Of Life

And My Art Imitates It, So Mine’s Not Always Bright

 

See My Pleasure And Pain, That’s What Keeps Me Going

Why Do We Surround Ourselves With Protection, If Death Is So Certain

It’s To The Point Where My Dreams Are A Reflection Of Life

And My Art Imitates It, So Mine’s Not Always Bright

 

==Verse One==

It’s Like I’m Starting To Notice, Stars Shine Better In The Dark

And Some Of My Brightest Ideas, Come From The Heart

The Things I Forget Often Are The Things That Hurt The Most

Sometimes The Things I Talk About I Should’ve Not Boast

My Mistakes Of The Past, Will Quickly Catch-up

When The Time Comes For The Darkness To Come To The Light

Always Seem To Be Fighting, But Always For What’s Right

See I’ve Fought For A Lot Of Things, In My Young Life

An- I’ve Done A Lot Of Things, But Probably Not Right

An- I Believe That The World Throws It Back At Me Every Time

An- Even The Devil Will Use It As Blackmail To Tempt Me

When The World Is Under Siege, Because No One Believes

Beyond What They’ve Seen, So What’s The Right Thing

Should I Believe In Angles And Demons, Or Only What’s Seen

While I Have Unanswered Questions, That Weigh Heavy On My Mind

I’m Forced To Make Complex Decisions That Could Ruin My Life


==Chorus==

See My Pleasure And Pain, That’s What Keeps Me Going

Why Do We Surround Ourselves With Protection, If Death Is So Certain

It’s To The Point Where My Dreams Are A Reflection Of Life

And My Art Imitates It, So Mine’s Not Always Bright

 

See My Pleasure And Pain, That’s What Keeps Me Going

Why Do We Surround Ourselves With Protection, If Death Is So Certain

It’s To The Point Where My Dreams Are A Reflection Of Life

And My Art Imitates It, So Mine’s Not Always Bright

 

==Verse Two==

It’s A Shame Some Of My Gifts Are Starting To Resemble Curses

No Matter How Clean The Image, I Still Have Foul Words In Verses

I Keep On Talking, Cause Ya’ll Don’t Seem To Listen

Is It That Irrelevant, Or Is It Above Your Discussions

It’s Kinda Funny How My Entire History Amounts To About Nothing

And Even My Favorite Lyrics Fail To Compare In Meaning

The Stories I’m Writing About, Have A Much Deeper Meanings

But Most Of Ya’ll Wouldn’t Understand So I Leave A Lot Of It Out

Like My Dreams Are Nightmares, And My Nightmares Are Often

Like I’m Still Breathing But I’m Laying In A Coffin

And How Besides From Family Most People Cant Be Trusted

It Comes From Growing Up Picturing Blood On The Walls

And Feeling Presents At The End Of The Hall

Parents And Friends Are Quick To Write It Off

It’s Easy To Rationalize These Demons In The Dark

But It’s Impossible To Comprehend The Demons In My Heart

Where Do I Pick Up My Life When I Don’t Even Remember Where I Left Off


==Chorus==

See My Pleasure And Pain, That’s What Keeps Me Going

Why Do We Surround Ourselves With Protection, If Death Is So Certain

It’s To The Point Where My Dreams Are A Reflection Of Life

And My Art Imitates It, So Mine’s Not Always Bright

 

See My Pleasure And Pain, That’s What Keeps Me Going

Why Do We Surround Ourselves With Protection, If Death Is So Certain

It’s To The Point Where My Dreams Are A Reflection Of Life

And My Art Imitates It, So Mine’s Not Always Bright

 

==Verse Three==

Some Of My Family’s Starting To Notice My Depressions Setting In

A Recluse In The Booth When Putting Pads To These Pens

They See Right Through My Game Face, They See I Grow Impatient

They Watch Me Pace Back And Forth Dealing With Situations

My Day-To-Day Struggle Is Nothing If Not Hard

On My Back Is Many Wounds And Twice As Many Scars

An- I Had Twice As Many Friends Before Knives Got Involved

And I Will Have Twice As Many More Before I’m Dead To The World

Because There’s More To Me Than Just This Flesh And Bone

I’ve Got A Heart Made Of Gold, Forged Of Fire And Brimstone

My Legacy Is Going To Be A Road For My Family To Walk On

And I Refuse To Quit Working, Till Its Made Of The Smoothest Of Stone

So They Can Walk Up The Stairs Barefoot To The Throne

And I Will Be Right With Them, White Robe And All

Angles And Harps, Present Musica Pratica, Music For All

And This Is The White Album, AKA Music From The Heart

 

==Chorus==

See My Pleasure And Pain, That’s What Keeps Me Going

Why Do We Surround Ourselves With Protection, If Death Is So Certain

It’s To The Point Where My Dreams Are A Reflection Of Life

And My Art Imitates It, So Mine’s Not Always Bright

 

See My Pleasure And Pain, That’s What Keeps Me Going

Why Do We Surround Ourselves With Protection, If Death Is So Certain

It’s To The Point Where My Dreams Are A Reflection Of Life

And My Art Imitates It, So Mine’s Not Always Bright